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these days [Wednesday, 25th February, 2009 @ 1:45am] finders, keepers. color

i think we must be growing up [Thursday, 17th January, 2008 @ 4:29pm] death feels the same most every time, it is not getting easier, it does not feel familiar. 2 lack color

[Friday, 26th October, 2007 @ 12:13pm] i lost you and now i've lost my mind. color

[Saturday, 5th May, 2007 @ 6:10pm] today i gained time. 1 lack color

today, or, yesterday [Tuesday, 12th December, 2006 @ 11:31am] i told myself, You'll write again. months and months and i still have nothing to say. only that i am waiting. not patient, not acceptable, not feeling well, and not writing. color

[Wednesday, 6th September, 2006 @ 10:47pm] birthday. 4 lack color

holy [Tuesday, 22nd August, 2006 @ 11:14pm] And still i am ready, this is the prompt. this is inside air cooler and cooler and cozy beds that are not at your house. he asks me, What is it like, and i do not know how to respond. i simply sit, tired eyes, and ask, Am i looking better, I am feeling better. and you know, it is harder on these days when i get so angry, with things that i know are so happy, things and people. but people are gone, people are going. color

[Monday, 31st July, 2006 @ 9:00pm] you see, we paint our faces like the indians, and we dance dance dance. 1 lack color

[Monday, 17th July, 2006 @ 1:21pm] one day, lover. color

everywhere. [Tuesday, 11th July, 2006 @ 12:01am] you write me, call me, say, There are things i need to talk about, say, I am nervous when we get around. i hear and know and agree and i guess. i guess it is okay to be a certain way. i guess it is okay, This will never work out. 13 lack color

[Tuesday, 27th June, 2006 @ 1:46pm] my mother has cancer. 5 lack color

[Saturday, 17th June, 2006 @ 11:41pm] i am the younger. i still remember sega genesis, always been the older for my age, but still i am the younger. and i am going crazy. tomorrow was for rule breaking and for experiencing and for changes. but now, now tomorrow is for nothing. tomorrow is for something i can't quite grasp anymore and for sitting home and thinking, i am the older, i AM the older.. 8 lack color

[Sunday, 11th June, 2006 @ 11:01pm] i just remember, i rub your back. you are sick on bathroom floor. color

[Sunday, 11th June, 2006 @ 1:51pm] unfamiliar bed, and we talk about old things, things that maybe were not even us. ridiculous, but we talk anyway, asking questions looking for secrets and then today, me crying and not stopping because he is leaving, and he is my father. and it is strange, these days. color

[Wednesday, 31st May, 2006 @ 3:32pm] it gets easier, always getting easier, waking up in a familiar bed, but this is not my house. strange, you know, i said i never would. 7 lack color

[Thursday, 25th May, 2006 @ 10:40pm] i skip writing lately, just lonely and feeling overwhelmed. busy with things like finishing high school and the future. talk of cars and money and jobs and we are still both staying here. it is so strange. awkward days with friends, i think, wondering, friends? i don't know, i never know, but there are fights in grass. those are the good times. color

[Wednesday, 10th May, 2006 @ 5:17pm] i am wishing for more grown up, for some age other than.. and wait! two days and then i am done forever. forever. but i am still no older. 2 lack color

[Monday, 8th May, 2006 @ 9:57pm] wait, remember a name like rachel color

[Wednesday, 3rd May, 2006 @ 10:14pm] what was i saying again? 4 lack color

[Monday, 24th April, 2006 @ 6:53pm] today i fell asleep driving my car. it will be a while before i have a car again. 15 lack color

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